Lord protect me

okay now...

The best advocate is yourself; through learning, education and support through like minded people who honestly care about your well-being. 

The autism mask isn't just about us who do have it, it's also about exposing the ignorant masks. Those veils will not shield you from the lack of false empathy, that apathy equals a heart of blindness.

miscellaneous

numb

Numbness this afternoon as last night I stood up for myself for the sake of emotional stability. 

Knew all along since I got here that I am not wanted in this house. 

Now mind you, I don't want to be here either but through the grace of God, my tears are feeding fears again and it stinks.

Ever hear of sins of the father and the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree?

THIS! REMEMBER THE TRAUMA AND RECOGNIZE THE BEHAVIOR.

This doesn't mean it will be tolerable. The lord knows and sees all.

When someone accuses me of being a liar,  be damn sure you get your facts straight and not belittle an emotional abuse survivor.

In the darkness of depression,  I once again see others darkness that comes to light. 

Is that a good or bad place to be?

Or more bluntly,  tell someone to just fuck off and become a drama queen?

say what again?

As a guest in my brother's home and sister in law, show respect to them. 

Does this also give him the right to say. I have a list of chores for you starting Sunday so you don't think you're on vacation. 

I don't mind the first part but was the second part necessary?  

Oh well