Showing posts with label Depression. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Depression. Show all posts

September 12, 2026

numb

Numbness this afternoon as last night I stood up for myself for the sake of emotional stability. 
Knew all along since I got here that I am not wanted in this house. 
Now mind you, I don't want to be here either but through the grace of God, my tears are feeding fears again and it stinks.
Ever hear of sins of the father and the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree?
THIS! REMEMBER THE TRAUMA AND RECOGNIZE THE BEHAVIOR.
This doesn't mean it will be tolerable. The lord knows and sees all.
When someone accuses me of being a liar,  be damn sure you get your facts straight and not belittle an emotional abuse survivor.

In the darkness of depression,  I once again see others darkness that comes to light. 
Is that a good or bad place to be?
Or more bluntly,  tell someone to just fuck off and become a drama queen?